2nd part of Life

Even though most my friends had seen my new image/outlook during the CNY meet ups, but I would like to share it here to someone who didn’t meet me regularly. The actual time period only stretch for about 2 months for me to become that dirty-cum-ugly look and back.

it started when I am jobless and decided to stay home until CNY, Initially it wasn’t in any plan for keeping mustache, it is just plain lazy and try to save a penny off the shaver and cream. after a few days and notice some changes on my look, so I just go on and start keeping mustache.

During the 1st 2 weeks, I really afraid to meet people and even not getting out of my house. A few mm long mustache really look weird and dirty too, and this is the time where I have to hide myself and wait for it to grow longer and hope it will look a little bit better. It really looks messy along the way and I learn to do some housekeeping so at least it looks in order.

After sometime hiding myself, it is needed for me to face people and MYSELF, so I go outside and try to live my life like I used to. But of cause when I met friends, they always get the surprise I give them and leaving me comments which i really appreciated.

Comments are a mix of positive and negative, Those who gives negative comments about my new outlook are mainly girls and from what I see, they do have some kind of expectation. what I can think of is my character doesn’t match with this outlook. Positive comments would come from friends that doesn’t wanna hurt by saying bad things and/or they are not that close to me to be frank. (sound so pessimistic). But I can sense some are truthful thinking on the positive side of my look.

HOWEVER, today I have done that! I retrieved my old-yet-clean look by shaving away everything. I struggle for sometime to do this, I think the feeling and thinking is like girls who kept their hair for years and decided to cut it short. What made me do this? simply because I need to go for interviews, and Ya I start looking for job. There might be some other reasons that ‘encourage’ me to keep a clean look but I can’t even figure it out myself.

Throughout this period of time, I experienced changes from time to time mentally and emotionally. Even my core thinking was self-centered, but I see how people response and how people say something with their communication skill. furthermore, I can understand a little bit more about the person who give comments.

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