I got an appointment tonight, to meet up with a forummer. The deal has actually set, price, time and place. However I just received a message from him that he wanna turn back to the person enquire before I did.
What is this crap? if you wanna wait for someone’s reply then don’t confirm with me in the 1st place! Now when I am ready for it and you just took away my rights. So who actually got the PRIORITY ?
I just read a blog, a blog written in Chinese. A story about her beloved piano and playing the music. Let me briefly translate it into my pasar-broken English.
The 1st time she had a chance to audition a live performance on piano playing was in her primary while her senior playing ”Ballade Pour Adelline by Richard Clayderman". While playing the music, This girl shined! the pianist isn’t a beauty but the feel of elegant and attractiveness was tremendous.
I reckon that anybody who’s doing something with full concentration and perform well would have that kind of brightness.
She fall in love with piano and started to learn in her primary 5. but unfortunately her family wasn’t able to afford a piano, thus she ain’t able to practice much and improve herself. She stop the lesson but the love wasn’t faded away, then she start it again in secondary school.
The lesson and exam seems nothing tho bother her, while she obtained her 1st grade practical and started on 2nd grade. Ballade Pour Adelline was what her tutor taught her and she quickly pick it up and practice days and nights. Within 1 week she is able to play the song thoroughly by not reading at the sheet.
It wasn’t only the skill that play the music, but they are emotionally connected. The more she play piano then more she loves it, she loves those nice music that was played with her fingers. She had a thought, where these music would never be forgotten.
However good thing don’t last, she was forced to stop while she preparing for her 4th grade exam. The day when her beloved piano moved away was the same day of her 4th grade exam. Sitting there and watching the clock tick, from the exam starting time start till it end but she didn’t attend it. The feeling of sadness was indescribable and she cry out loud!
She really hope to continue playing but she got no more chance. As time past, she slowly put those memory behind and came this day. She visited her cousin’s house which got a piano, but she was afraid to touch it. She reluctant to play because she afraid when start playing and she found herself lost touch with it, the connection wasn’t there anymore.
I feel touching about this story, and I found myself never had this kind of feeling before. I had never experienced the sadness came from a situation where I was so in love with something and after I lost it for many years still I feel the pain.
During my childhood, I got lotsa Toys, Lego, Transformers, Bicycles, etc. I don’t really appreciate my things and taking good care of it. but of cause I didn’t abuse them like what the boy did in "Toy Story".
I think the missing part is I never fight hard enough to get what I want, and when I get it, I never put in my best effort to keep it in good condition. Thus after I lose it, I feel nothing as there wasn’t much memory about the route I was on to get it!
Am I TOO easy-going?
P/S: Originated from 遺忘的調調
Ballade Pour Adelline by Richard Clayderman
yI wanna post something, but after I tried so hard to re-align them in order and make them look nicer, it just doesn’t seems working! Even by simply Copy and Paste also can’t separate each paragraph nicely.
Recently I found myself having some problems! dunno what is the cause, where is the root, and what might be the solutions? The brain is getting lower and lower in RPM, but sometime it revs up till nobody catches. OUT-OF-SYNC most of the time, I am getting further and further from what I used to be.
Too many OUT-OF-BOUNDARIES, too many BEYOND-THE-LIMITS, and too INDULGES given to myself, like setting me in a weightless OUTER SPACE. Wanna get back into reality and pull back all the imaginations, but it is like all sucked out by the BLACK HOLE!
This looks more pro…
Build it up, Independently and Localized it!
Don’t put other’s guideline on ourself,
We got our culture, thinking, charisma to be proud of!
P/S: Creator’s Blog click here
Warning! but nothing need to warn about…
7th of April 2007, lotsa event that I care about will happen, but very unfortunately I can’t attend any except 1.
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Round 2 of Formula One Championship 2007, Malaysian Grand Prix will be held on 7th and 8th. 7th is the Qualifying and 8th is the Race day, I think I have to miss the Live Telecast and only rely on MMS/SMS for the latest update of the race.
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My friend, Benjamin’s 1st son Full Moon Celebration to be held at his house by the evening of 7th. I really hope I can attend and share the joy, and pick up couples of red eggs. 
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My friend again, Yik Seng will be back from Singapore. he usually come back once every 2 months and we will go gym together. so the next time to go gym with him should be in June or sometime around that.
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Malaysian Chinese Blogger Gathering (马来西亚中文部落格祭) will be held at the same day also. even though it is nothing related to me, but I hope I can be part of the community also, soon i think.
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Melaka Makan Trip, this is the event that hold me up for others. We have been planned for this sometime back in February. The initial date for this has been changed at least 2 times, and the last time I’m the one who forcing everybody to confirm on this date! So even by missing this I can attend almost all other event but I have to sacrifice la.
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hope the next post will show you some photos about the trip la. till then see ya!
Nothing special to blog actually, just feel like blogging…
I spent my Friday and Saturday night at Cyber Cafe, Friday 6 jam and Saturday 3 jam, so all together 9 jam, doing calculation some more… what i did for that 9 hours? play games lo, u think 9 hours enough to surf for porn meh?
Command & Conquer General: Zero Hour expansion! is the game I mad about recently. so outdated 1 la me, people all talking about C&C III Tiberian War but i just started on C&C General. Nevermind la, just wanna kick start the mood so when C&C III launched, I can straightaway jump on the band wagon.
It is really not a fair game! you know my friend Benjamin? he is very very good at this game, so play with him sure lose 1! but luckily we won most of the games because we BULLY him, we 3 pakat and fight him! Wahahahaha! dunno next time he still wanna play with us or not liao 
Anybody dare to challenge the three musketeer?
Today I drive up to Genting during office hour, and my colleague joined me too. When we reach Genting, our boss is there waiting for us! then Uncle Lim belanja us lunch some more! but we pai seh to eat expensive things, so we only order a fish, sea cucumber with tofu, vege fried scallop and ginseng chicken soup.
After that we proceed to the 1st World Hotel office for a meeting lo, eat liao must do work la. I got the chance meet up with some big sharks of the 1st World Hotel Management, they are really big… big in size too. :P normally meetings are boring but this 1 not boring at all, the discussion/debate was quite ‘lively’. Even though I am directly involved in this project but I couldn’t say anything simply because it is not my turn. hehehe
After the Official meeting then is the Unofficial meeting a.k.a yam cha session with some of the meeting attendance. Of cause from here we get some Unofficial informations/news lo. This is part of the system study too! 
then what else? go home la, but this time can’t overtake Genting taxi because I didn’t see any on my way down the hill. Muahahahah
