Happy 元宵节

It has been quite … actually very long i didn’t blog. Today is 元宵节, a Chinese Valentine’s day. I had 2 cans of Calsberg and start writing this blog.

Many things happened recently, it all about my life, my career, my family, my love, etc. finding solution for each and every matter is neither easy nor difficult, it is just time consuming and need some serious decision making. I am optimistic because I believes there always more than 1 solution to a matter, thus finding the best or most suitable solution is the key.

Since today is Chinese Valentine’s day, so lets talk about love. I fall for a girl quite sometime ago, and because I am lacking of self confidence and had a self protecting mindset. I took too long to confess. I do not know what in her mind but obviously I have no chance. However, I still would like to say something here. No matter who she will become in the future, I will treat her like my close friend or family members wholeheartedly.

About some time ago, my friend bad mouth about a girl he loves so much, because he was hurt badly. I can understand his frustration but I not quite understand why he would say such thing about that girl he loved. Chinese says 爱之深,责之彻, but I think it is more proper to talk face to face with her and not to us.

He and the ‘God Evil’ ask me about something very personal which involved my ex. I felt very uncomfortable, and of cause I never tell them. I would keep it for myself because I think this is a way to protect someone that I loved before.

OK la, don’t know what to write already. I am logging on facebook to buy some leng lui as my pet to virtually please myself. :P

Happy 元宵节 and Happy Chinese New Year!!

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